I AM A PHOTOCOPY/PRINTER CARD NOOB.
haha.

i did my PI at school today.
because i...was too tired yesterday? (:
its so true that "sleeping=everything" for me.
and i guess, my PI came out, as expected, bleugh.
but hey, ms K aint marking it so pray pray the other person is linient.

erm, i felt really demoralised today.
and intimidated.
i suddenly feel like.. why am i not good enough?
why are they not picking me instead?
i wished i had that charisma to pull people towards me.
but.. i just cant sometimes you know.
it sucks?
because i see how other people are just so adored by other people.
so praised and raised high up.
its not that im not happy to see others having that attention.
but, i can just sense the difference in how people treats others.
i dunno.. this is crappy paragraph.

anyway, on a happier note, my date today is awesommmeee. (:

i shall try to do work today.
must not laze around.
coz i realise that we have homework for all our subjects except PW. =/
plus, Y.A. project.
and Service Learning Proposal.
and my date with twinnieteebaby.
oh noooo...

kk, shall WGM a little now.
then do work later. hee.

love, A.

felt the love <3
8:08 PM;

I told zoe days ago that my blog is dead and she said to just sit infront of it and think.
Though i know today is not the right day to sit infront and meddle with stuff, since PW is due tomorrow but... it is quite important and urgent that i self-express today. (:

dear zoe,
i know interview did not turn out the way you planned.
and that PW sucks to the core.
but you have to pull through with me ok?
whatever happens, happens for a reason.
and (mandy, the class and) i will definitely vote for you when you get chosen.
mind you, i didnt say "if"...
many love. (:

dear jolyn,
you must must must take care of that ankle ok.
its totally scary when you fell infront of me the way i did a few months back.
my ankle still hurts at some point of time now so you need to take care of it.
and yours got swollen.. oh dear.
we'll be here for you...
and don't mind bout the piggyback ride. you are light.
lurblurb! (:

i woke up today with body BODY ache.
it is totally un-cool.
because i had to go for morning run with the aches attained from yesterday's PE gym training.
and tomoro... oh my god. PE.
but people, tomoro is the last day of this week.
JOY TO THE WORLD. ((:

school was alright.
the class is lovable as always.
ayidah, amirah, pearl, zoe and i came up with so many animals for each other and the rest.
yes, im the plattypus.
and we realised that..
magpie (ayidah) has feathers.
bunny (zoe) has fur.
plattypus has... skin.
or blubber, according to ayidah. -.-
-sad case

i think today is quite extraordinary for me.
because i just feel different.
i had to fill in the Photography Exco Form today.
surprisingly, im running for Chairman.
i kinda know that its ambitious but i really wanna try.
it was quite blah having to feel in "how do you think you can contribute to the Photography Society?" and "what qualities...."
but knowing that 3 other people were going for the same place, i had to self-brag a little.
hate the process.

anyway...
i think its interesting getting into a new instituition where only a handful of people know you.
because i get things like... "but you look like a netballer!"
cheh cheh cheh. HAHA.
and just now, while waiting for zoe to be done with her interview, i talked to the other potential house council members outside the trophy room.
and when zoe was done and we wanted to go home, two people were shocked.

"huh?! you went already?"
"no lah.. im just waiting for zoe."
"but i thought you were going for the interview leh. you got the house-council-potential face."

O.o
house-council-potential lehhhh.. lol.
i think i gave up joining such prestigious society since primary school where i was last a prefect.
so long ago..

ok, i think i better start PW-ing.
its so unfair that deadline for other people is next week friday.
whyyyyy.... ):

workworkwork.
love, A.

felt the love <3
7:49 PM;

platypus. (:

i feel good.
but i was a sucker in the morning.
sorry.

love, A.
p.s. zoe and i have the best conversations in the world. hee.

felt the love <3
7:02 PM;

i just started watching "We Got Married"..
and omg... HyungJoon is SUPER FUNNY lah..
ok, i think if i had watch "We Got Married" before "Boys Over Flowers", i'd be rooting for hyungjoon. (:

continue watching...

love, A.

felt the love <3
5:55 PM;

14 0 16 34 16 texted today. =/

niwae, today was super long.
with the 3.5 hours in CC.
i hate even week fridays.

but i like the ride home ((:
amalkan ye fan...

i got work work work to do.
like alot?
help.

love, A.

felt the love <3
8:43 PM;

finally.. a proper post.
some pictures first?

Fatayat Night (Girl's Camp on the 10-11 april)

felt the love <3
3:15 PM;

QUIZTIME

TEE ahh.. tsk.
my little swittard (SMILES) tagged me to do this (shitty) thang.
iloveyou thats why im doing k? (:

Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

starting time: 10.13pm

name: Nur 'Atiqah Bte Mohd Farhan
sisters: dang it, none.
brothers: 2
eye Color: a little browner than black. (:
shoe size: 6.5 i think?
hair: *feels back* the tip's at the bra there
piercings: open.. close.. open.. close.. erm, now no more. heh.
height: 151cm :((
what are you wearing right now? 2D class tee and track pants. err..kay.
where do you live? Jurong.
favorite number: 22(:
favorite drink: Lychee ice.
favorite month: JUNE too
favorite breakfast: erm.. i always have kokokrunch. so, favourite would be anything but that? (:

***********Have You Ever***********
broken a bone: i wanna noe the feeling but.. no, i havent.
been in a police car: haha. nooo...
been on a plane: yes mannn.. perth and china. (:
been in a hot tub: nopesss
swam in the ocean: erm.. i waddled in it.
fallen asleep in school: haha. cant remember. maybe?
broken someone’s heart: still am. ):
cried when someone died: yes.
fell off your chair: yes i think?
sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: i sleep when im too tired, even if i have homework. think i'll bother to stay awake for a call? (:
saved e-mails: only "forgot password?" emails. hee.
been cheated on: yes.. that mitch. (:

***********What is************
your room like? pink. sadly.
what is right beside you? My DSLR, handphone, 40bucks and a mouse.
what is the last thing you ate? Seafood Hor Fun (will go finish it up later (: )

———————-Ever Had- ————————-
chicken pox: i think? mum say yes. i dun remember the itch though.
sore throat: yess... when im down with flu.
stitches: no please.
broken nose: almost broken? yea i think. heh.

————————-Do You————————–
believe in love at first sight? i want to.
like picnics: who doesnt? (:

———————————————————
who was the last person you danced with? lol. ikhy?
who last made you smile? hairul. :D

————————–Who—————————
did you last yell at? my dad i think. sorry... ):
do you wear contact lenses or glasses? yurp. both.. and ya, "who do you wear?" lol.

———-Final Questions————-
what are you listening to right now? the cars on the road and the typing.
what did you do today? went to Kent Ridge Park with Y.A., went home, sulked because i didnt get to join my family see the baby nephews, sleep and did homework.
hate someone in your family? nope.
diamond or pearl? Diamonds, definitely. (:
are you the oldest? nooo.. thank goodness.
indoors or out doors? depends..

——————Today did you———————-
1. talk to someone you like? i like zoe. so yeah. (:
2. kiss anyone? noooo...
3. get sick? its the sneezing my dear.
4. sing? YUP! jaiho~~~
5. talk to an ex? err... no.
6. miss someone? uhhuh. shhh...
7. eat? yes. sinfully. =/

—————-Last person who——————
8. you talked to on the phone? zoeswitie. (: get well soon.
9. made you cry? surprisingly (or not) not the parents.
10. went to the movies with? TWINNIETEEEE!!!
11. you went to the mall with? Zul, Farhan and Hairul (:

——————Have you——————-
19. been to Mexico? nah uh.
20. been to USA? i want to. but scared scared. coz got bomb bomb.

——————-Random——————–
21. have a crush on someone? now? little ones.
22. what books are you reading right now? nahh.. no time seh.
23. best feeling in the world? love.
24. future kids names? not too engrossed to do this. hee.
25. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? animal uh... spongebob can? thanks eirrahbaby.
26. what’s under your bed? drawers of extra bolsters and pillows.
27. favorite sport(s) to watch? tennis. (: nadal...
28. favorite place: errr... not sure eh.

(what happen to 29, 30 and 31?)

32. who do you really hate? no one.
33. do you have a job? nope. inexperienced little girl.

(and 34, 35, 36? O.o)

37. What time is it now? 10.42pm

im done!! (:

love, A.

felt the love <3
10:10 PM;

ah.. dat sunday. (:
sorry you guys for the late late distribution of photo (havent even distributed yet) but i just cant find a space (ie, disk, thumbdrive yada yada) that's big enough for 400+ photos. lol.
tahan yee...

today is SAJC's annual sport's day.
its boring and routine-like.
ugh.
but hey, i experienced it with my friends. (:
LoyFatt second place lehhh..
and Venn is DOWN DOWN to fourth. haha.
(comment above was meant to spite ikhy and no one else. hee.)

the seasons for the sports people are on.
i wanna go to 17th april's rhythmic gym to support dear amirah. (:
our class plan to go to every sport match that our classmates take part in.
as supporters.
i was really moved by the notion you know. *wipes tear* (:

anyway, today!! i met up with twinnietee!!
ohmygod.
its been so long lah.
we went to JP (because some people pay adult fare) and had lunch.
watched Confessions of a Shopaholic.
ratings: good.
upcoming movies to watch: 17 AGAIN and HARRY POTTER and the half-blood prince. (:
looking forward to dat.

ok, i just got a text.
and seriously, what is he&she thinking?
ugh, mitch-bitch complex.

k, MIGHT be doing hmwk now.
if not, drama-ing? (:

love, A.

felt the love <3
5:00 PM;

hey hey. (:
i felt like crashing a wedding today.
but i shant.

today is nice anyway.
Y.A. people and i went to bukit timah nature reserve for a hike.
i completely forgot it was the place where we did our npcc hike in.. sec 4?
and wen i saw the steep slope..i went oh-my-god.

but we didnt go up the steep slope niwaes.
twist and turn at the up and down trails through the jungle.
and after a short picnic at the summit, there was a downpour. lol.
it was a walk in the rain like no other.
seriously.
i beats all walking in the rain i had last time.
we were all damn drenched.

then we had this walk at the railway track.
(:
awesome day.
there were loads of pics taken that even facebook couldnt hold them.
a CD maybe?

here's some thanks. (:
to fadilah for the organising of this trip.
to noh, haqeem, fad, atiqah and matin for the contribution to the 400++ pictures in my cam. (u guys uh...)
to zul for helping me walk through the tracks. the rocks were like too many...
to farhan, hairul, hafizah and guo han for your great great company. (:

some pictures next time.
i need to do my chinese compo now.

love, A.

felt the love <3
5:35 PM;

anybody had someone that you really like and they walk out on you?
yeah?
this is for you.

did you forget
that i was even alive
did you forget
everything we ever had
did you forget
did you forget
about me?

did you regret
ever standing by my side
did you forget
what we were feeling inside
now im left
to forget
about us

but somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song
you cant forget it

so now i guess
this is where we have to stand
did you regret
ever holding my hand
never again
please dont forget
dont forget

we had it all
we were just about to fall
even more in love
than we were before
i wont forget
i wont forget
about us

but somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song
you cant forget it

somewhere we went wrong
we were once so strong
our love is like a song
you cant forget it
at all

and at last
all the pictures have been burnt
and all the past
is just a lesson that we've learnt
i wont forget
please dont forget
us

but somewhere we went wrong
our love is like a song
but you wont sing along
you've forgotten
about us

(demi lovato's...)

anyway.. my weekend is nice so far. (:

love, A.

felt the love <3
6:49 PM;

smiling is hard today.

I, Nur 'Atiqah Bte Mohd Farhan, has finally felt true stress.
at least i think i have.
this feeling.. it really brings you down.
because you got so much to do, so little time.
and you wanna play but you really cant (like how im not suppose to now).
and thing is, even when you have the time...
you're really limited.
as in, you dont really have the ability/the thinking to do what you need to.
like for instance, my pw is shit.
im really lacking behind, i know.
but i just cant come up with shit.

the feeling is so terrible today that on my way home, i got thinking that i dont need external things now.
people like newdude, sufi or S.Z. can just.. get out of my life.
i need my time for my studies.
i need my feelings for my studies.
so whatever that irritates me or plan to irritate me can just go to 7 feet under.
i just need my old and new friends with me.
plus family, duh.

thank goodness i have a really great class.
we're not clique-ish because there's only 22 of us.
and we have breaks together.
as in, we dont go dispersed.
everybody will be seated together (willingly) and go order food, eat together and yada yada.
it really is very cosy.
we sleep during lectures together, we hate/like/love teachers together.
its just *shows fist*.. like that.
(:

alright then.. my weekend is gonna be AWESOME.. i hope.

love, A.

felt the love <3
4:42 PM;